Thursday June 16th

Hey Nickster,

I am sorry I have not written..... I have thought of it nightly and cannot bring myself to it. I have done allot of soul searching as usual and you are so with me.. I am so glad I know we are still together in a strange type of way... You are an old soul and I feel we have been together before. I am sure of it. Please show me in my dreams that you are going to wait for me... You know how much I love you and I want to be with you again. I heard you tell me there is nothing we can do now exept learn to move forward with the way this is... I am ready now.. I want to learn to communicate with you. I need you in my life.. You are a soul mate.. I know Jesus is helping me and you through this..

Love,
Mom