Tuesday October 25th, 2005

Hey Nick,

Well today is Andrew and Cody's Birthday... I am sure you are with them today... I have actually felt calm the past week. Candi said that you are trying to calm me down before I have a Heart Attack!! Your birthday week and week after were crazy!! I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH!! How did you like the poster Melinda bought for you last Thursday?? When she came in with the "Wild Ride" motorcycle poster I thought wow... starting early for a girl. When she asked me if you would like it if we hung it up in your room I was sure you would have been OK with it.. Can you believe the mean one bought you something without getting anything for herself!! I never thought that would happen.. lol However I am sure you laughed your butt off on Saturday when Melissa blamed you for eating my chocolate bar!! I couldn't help but laugh.. They are still trying to blame you!!! LOL We all miss you and I hate being apart. This is the HARDEST test God could give a person. They alway say he will only give you what you can handle... I have always acted tough.. (Don't tell him.. but I am going to start acting weak .. I cannot take anymore!!! lol) I am so glad you are in my heart today and everyday.. I do much better that way. I miss you my sweet pumpkin boy.. I know, I know, I won't call you that in front of people.. :) Kiss Kiss..

I LOVE YOU
Mom