December 11, 2005

Hey Stud,

Well I am trying hard to deal with Christmas... Grandma and Grandpa have been helping me with some painting and stuff. I know that was always our job.. I think you are here with us... We have been storing stuff in your room this last two weeks and it looks messy... I thought you came home.. ahaha I miss you stud.. I had a rough night last night.. The slide show and guilt..etc.. I hate that... I don't understand why we have to be apart.. I try everyday and I just don't get it.. Please stay close in spirit.. that is the only thing that is getting me through this.. I will write later..

I LOVE YOU and still miss you EVERY minute!!
Mom