Friday June 3

Hey Bud,

Today was a busy day.. My eyes hurt from crying. There is nothing I can do when it starts... I have to start remembering happy memories to bring me back... Someone asked me today about my necklace and I was proud to tell them it was you!! That I am able to have a little piece of you with me all the time. Earlier today in driving by a few different places in Glendale I thought about you and your infectious smile... You always made me smile.. Your pictures prove what a ham you were.... I feel close to you tonight and it is comforting. I know you and I am sure you are trying to figure out how we can still be close to each other being so far apart... Just always remember I will love you for eternity. I will be with you again someday. I miss you sooooo much!! I miss you driving me around.. I miss you listening to your music .... I miss you playing X-box in your room.. I miss you fighting with your sisters... I miss waking you up in the morning and you grunting at me.... I miss you making me breakfast.... Chef Nicky..... I miss your schemes to make money.... I miss you opening the door everyday when I get home.... I miss play fighting with you in the kitchen... I miss you showing me your "GUNS"" lol I just miss you......... I will miss you til I can be with you again..
LOVE MOM