Sunday August 14, 2005

Well.... I haven't written in awhile.. We went on vacation the day after the last entry and that was a BIG milestone. It didn't seem right to leave without him.. I know he was with us in spirit. When we arrived at the camp of our Family Reunion I felt like crawling in a hole.. I thought I would not be able to breath.. We were greeted by the kids first...:) At first I was soooo sad when I saw them..... I wanted to throw a pitty party for myself.. but it was those wonderful kids that helped fill that HUGE VOID in my heart and drag me into having some fun. They got me to do things a wasn't going to do and I had a great time doing them. We went to the docks fishing two days in a row and that was great. I am very grateful to everyone there that made me feel good and missed Nick with me...

Thanks,
Michele