Update... Memorial Day 2005

Awe... another day we made it through... You have been gone four months now... It seems like so long since I hugged you.. I think that is one of the things I miss the most.. Your Dad, Kathy, Ken, Melissa, Melinda, Grandma, Hoppa, and I went to see your resting place today... It was very beautiful out there this morning.. I know you know... I am sure you were there with us. :) It was better to go in numbers so I didn't cry allot.. Getting through this year of firsts is HARD!! Your friends Adam and Josh came by this week to bring me your yearbook... They are soooo awesome!!! They had a bunch of the people at school sign it and we are all very grateful... Josh made you a cool plaque for your room.. It is very nice to see your friends. It helps me feel that closeness to you. I believe you are with me all the time and we will see each other again.. It just feels like a prison sentence to have to wait so long.. I worry about your Dad.. Help me help him.. Goodnight for now.. I will write again tomorrow..
Love Mom